ruin bars and the case for a purposeful afterlife

To be clear, I’m not exactly sure how this might work–I’ll leave that to scientists and entrepreneurs–but I have an idea. It begins with religion, hops around Budapest, and ends with a purposeful afterlife. As I write this post, I have our discussions of what happens when we abandon our cities or technology, how we treat historical sites, and what we do with our digital afterlives in mind, I’m attempting to reconcile those into one vision for our future.

Specifically, religion is trending down while agnosticism and  atheism are trending up. But regardless of our beliefs, we’re  human and, therefore, hardwired to search for purpose. That’s all well and good if we all live what we feel are meaningful lives, but what happens when something gets in the way and we realize we serve no greater purpose and are unable to achieve the full meaning we sought? Often, some sort of mid-life crisis that ends in pursuit of another meaning, nostalgia, or nihilism. I think that’s a waste.

Last semester, I studied in Prague. The city is steeped in history and handles it in a fairly standard manner; leaning into it, thriving off of tourism, and preserving and remembering both the good and the bad. But that also means it’s fairly hands-off. You can go into all the buildings, but most of the historical ones have exhibits and are roped off and often very solemn. And that’s appropriate. But, on a weekend trip to Budapest, I saw a different approach. There were still memorials and historical areas, but the buildings tended not to be museums or tourist traps. Instead, they still served their original functions or had undergone serious transformations. Common to the latter category were ruin bars, which are abandoned buildings (often Soviet or Nazi–aka from bad parts of their history) that have been decorated with people’s unwanted things and now function as markets by day, bars by night. If you think about the life stories of those buildings, they’re on their redemption tours, with no end in sight. They’re finding purpose (and a far better one) after their intended lives.

Ruin Bar from my iPhone

That got me thinking; what if we could do the same for humans? Obviously, we wouldn’t be altering our legacies, but what if we could have a concrete purpose in death, contribute to something greater than ourselves? As I said earlier, I don’t know how that would work. Maybe we should look into some less-palatable, environmentally-friendly ideas like composting ourselves. Then again, maybe the solution is something a little nicer like allowing public access (unless limited by ourselves or our families) to the entirety of our digital histories so that others might learn from or make use of the things we’ve done. Whatever the answer, I think giving everyone a guaranteed purposeful afterlife (or even the choice of many, so long as they aren’t wasteful) would greatly benefit all of society.

contextualizing postmodern horror from shaun of the dead to sinister

When we think of postmodern horror, we tend to think about distinguishing characteristics, whether we enjoy it, etc. I think we should consider it in a broader context, asking where it exists, why it’s popular, and what those things reflect about us. I’ll attempt to kickstart that discussion, examining two categories of postmodern horror and assuming Isabel Pinedo’s five characteristics of the genre. Those are: 1) a violent disruption of the everyday world; 2) a transgression and violation of boundaries; 3) the validity of rationality being thrown into question; 4) no narrative closure; and 5) a bounded experience of fear, (Pinedo, 20).

Postmodern horror unquestionably falls into postmodernism, which I’ll loosely define as an ongoing artistic resignation to chaos. But rather than attempting to live in harmony with chaos, as much of postmodernism tries to do, it emphasizes how–in a chaotic world–horrific things can happen to anybody, and we can’t control what happens. Postmodern horror doesn’t have a uniform take on this; it can be gripping, funny, both, or neither, but regardless, it exists in the bleakest corner of postmodernism.

And it’s advertised as entertainment. Entertainment can feed our impulses, teach us things, make us work, or provide an escape for relaxation, depending on what it is, but it can also numb us and stimulate our fight-or-flight fear responses, and these are postmodern horror’s functions. On the one hand that can mean creating a truly horrific piece, like Sinister, where children kill families as they sleep (I would put a demonstrative photo here, but we don’t really need that image), which functions to–what? Help us not be alarmed by the prospect of children killing their families? Put us on guard against our siblings and children? All because we wanted an adrenaline rush? I think there are less harmful ways to achieve that. On the other hand postmodern horror can delve into dark comedy, like Shaun of the Dead, where it’s still exciting and everyone still dies, but humorously this time. And what does this help us do? Embrace the inevitability of death and the possibility of it coming unnaturally to ourselves or others we know?

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Are those things we really need to preoccupy ourselves thinking about while they aren’t the immediate reality? And do we really want to be numb to them if they happen? I don’t. The horrific and humorous aspects of postmodern horror are two sides of the same coin and it isn’t a happy one.

Postmodern horror thrives off of only the worst parts of the human experience, portraying our existence to be one of futility, promoting emptiness and nihilism, and I think we’re better off without it.

 

Derrickson, Scott, et al. Sinister. Summit Entertainment, 2012.

PINEDO, ISABEL. “RECREATIONAL TERROR: POSTMODERN ELEMENTS OF THE CONTEMPORARY HORROR FILM.” Journal of Film and Video, vol. 48, no. 1/2, 1996, pp. 17–31. JSTOR, www.jstor.org/stable/20688091.

“Shaun of the Dead Reaction Zombie GIF.” GIFER, i.gifer.com/8g4T.gif.

Wright, Edgar, director. Shaun of the Dead. Universal Pictures, 2004.

more questions than answers

I’ve already written extensively for this class about Lil Peep’s death (which I think is one of the more interesting recent celebrity deaths in terms of what it did for his image),  and since that’s what I would’ve written about, I’ve decided to take a different approach and attempt to articulate a couple of questions and/or hypotheses related to celebrity deaths.

  1. Q: Many of the stars discussed in the readings posthumously glowed-up. Superstars in life, they became legends in death. But where is the line? How do we know who might become more than they ever were and who might experience a more modest glow-up? H: Superstars are rare in life, as is enormous wealth. Shocking deaths are less rare but they are shocking. When an immensely wealthy superstar is one of the loudest voices in the loudest generation at the time of his/her shocking death, he/she becomes immortalized, vaulted to almost godlike heights.
  2. Q: Many now-legendary individuals have died unrecognized. Is legend-status or even just fame still attainable for those that die unrecognized in today’s fast-paced celebrity culture? H: Today’s culture isn’t slowing down for a thing. Even becoming a celebrity seems to require some form of previous recognition and the only unknown-to-celebrity jumps we see anymore tend to reside in globally witnessed tragedies. Even posthumously becoming a B-list celebrity like Peep takes a lifetime loyal, even cult-like following and peer recognition. The inevitability of life moving on and more information flying in to replace the information about us as soon as we die could be playing a major role in our constant self-promotion (via social media, etc) and partially explain rises in anxiety and depression among young people.

taken from life…but in denial

I’m interested in how the dead are presented in preservations. The most obvious form of presentation would be in photographs like in ‘Taken from Life.’ That’s where I saw the most variance among the photographs. There is a general effort to beautify the dead that likely comes from our persuasion to deny death, however, its forms are many. In some photos, there is little effort to conceal the fact that the person is dead, they are simply made to look beautiful and the photographs are taken to preserve their likenesses. Other photos go to greater lengths, seeking to fool the viewer into believing the dead one is alive. In the article, all but one of this kind are group photos. It is as if the picture is aimed at preserving a past state of the group; a state where the deceased was a part of it. Even here, there are various approaches, as the young are presented as having fallen asleep while a kind of voyeuristic beauty is bestowed unto reclining young women. This isn’t to suggest that the Victorian era upper classes were full of necrophiles, but rather to postulate that the deceased were often presented in idealized states in these photographs, often going so far as to glow in crisper color than the others by nature of their stillness. This idealism is so contrary to death that it might ease the grieving process. Nowadays, there’s no need for it as most of us are photographed daily, and this has made us averse to the process, but I’d have a hard time believing that these photographs were taken because the people were more comfortable with death.

violence sucks so let’s stop doing it

I’m not a fan of violence. It’s basically what we resort to when we have differences and decide communication is hopeless. We’ve gotten really good at that second part, looking for excuses to create the other, to ignore commonalities and kill whoever appears to threaten the status-quo, because it’s also efficient, and if they’re dead, they can’t threaten us again. But, when we resort to violence, we risk getting killed, too, we rob others of lives they’re just as entitled to as we are to our own, and we kill any chance at partnership. In a capitalistic society, that seems counterintuitive even if you ignore the significant humanitarian concerns. And yet, we’re conditioning our children to destroy the other, removing emotion from the picture and teaching them to kill this other simply because it is the other. That’s potentially helpful if we get invaded by aliens who want to destroy us, but chances are, if we do make contact with aliens, it won’t devolve into violence because they’ll be tiny organisms or plants or something of the kind. So, what are we doing, then? We’re teaching our children to destroy their fellow humans, breeding a lack of empathy and promoting blind slaughter of the other, whether these are people who don’t look like us, don’t sound like us, don’t share our views, or don’t come from the same place as us. Of course, this targets marginalized groups. It makes us worse. It magnifies our differences and drives us apart. I’m not sure who that helps. Let’s pay attention to humanitarian, economic, etc. concerns instead of finding the best ways to have fun and reduce video game violence, cut out the monsters, and move towards a healthier society. Our indulgence doesn’t need to cross every line.

howdy, wordpress

i hope you’re well. i am. today, i woke up, texted some people, checked my email, made coffee, went to class, to the gym, showered, had lunch with a friend, talked to a counselor, texted some people, checked my email, hung xmas lights, and had a snack (pretzel crisps & roasted red pepper hummus). i’m doing that now, and listening to music, in my room. the blinds are closed,  as is the door, and i’m alone. but i’m not alone; i have you, the internet. we can go everywhere together. i can share today with you. i can share everything with you. you can be my best friend. oh wait, no you can’t. you’re just a medium, but people forget. people forget what you are and share everything with you because they go everywhere with you and you’re convenient and personal enough to say hello but not so personal it’s hard to look you in the eye and more people will sympathize with whatever’s going on in their personal lives if they share it with you and let you share it with them. and, wordpress, internet, guess what? you’re a good friend, occasionally. mostly, you’re not enough. i wouldn’t want to offend you, but you don’t have feelings. mostly, you’re apathetic, fake, quantitative, unpredictable, but again and again, people come back to you. you’re becoming the place where we talk about our personal lives, lives that are seeping out of conversations with the people who love us, that are replaced in those conversations by public things that were already out there, so we forget how to share and grow less personal, still. that doesn’t have to happen, but it’s happening. how is that relevant? look at what’s happening to the barrett family in a head full of ghosts. for more on this, check out ‘the man who married a robot / love theme,’ by the 1975.